Chelsea FC

2007-11-29T18:45:00.000+08:00

I’ve given up on giving up slowly

I’m blending in so you won’t even know me

Apart from this whole world that shares my fate.

This one last pull you mention

It’s my one last shot at redemption

Cause I know to live you must give your life away.

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity

And I’ve been locked inside that house

All the while you hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out

And that might be the death of me.

And even though there’s no way of knowing

Where to go I promise I’m goin because…

I gotta get out of here

I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I gotta get out of here

And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.

I’ve given up on doing this alone now

Guess I failed and I’m ready to shown now

You told me the way and now I’m tryin to get there

And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving

But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity

And I’ve been locked inside that house

All the while you hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out

And that might be the death of me.

And even though there’s no way of knowing

Where to go I promise I’m goin because…

I gotta get out of here

Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah)

I gotta get out of here

And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity

Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made

And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me

But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave.

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity

And I’ve been locked inside that house

All the while you hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out

That might be the death of me.

And even though there’s no way of knowing

Where to go I promise I’m goin because…

I gotta get out of here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I gotta get out of here

And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.

I fought you for so long

I should have let you win

Oh how we regret those things we do

And all I was trying to do was save my own skin

But so were you

So were you.

2007-11-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

sunday was grandma birthday haha and we went to some kuku hawker center celebrate -.-
cannot blame coz most of my relatives very stingy de dun want go restuarant zzz
but before going there ... i and jun xiang went church in the morning lols
we went to check out the the new church at expo there called FCBC and attended the youth service
wow i was shocked when i entered the church ... damn trendy church sia ! Lols more like going clubbing than going church
there were many seats around , it was dark like in a cinema , there was a stage with spot lights shining around , i was like Omfg is this a church?
haha but this church very happening ... i think we come back next week to know more people here
Soon i left to Bedok to meet up with my parents and relatives haha ^^
Some Pictures we took and isn't snowy still cute as ever ^^ haha except for last picture of some "kuku" LOL
I like this new song by jay zhou because thats how im feeling now
i dun feel im worthy enough for you yet ... though i have changed for the better in many ways
i still far from being the prefect guy and gentleman but im not giving up
still learning and climbing there ... i just want to be the best for you ^^

2007-11-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

Damn this song is damn nice ... i decided this will be my wedding song in the future
i keep repeating this song in my mp3 lol ... and the song video is cute haha =X

Song Title : Your Guardian Angel
Artist : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-11-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

ahhh i wasted my 3 days leave due to a stupid eye infection =x
today my last day leave yet didn't go out at all for 3 days
eye was swollen like a fishball lol but now alot better liao
i starting to love zhang feng qi and zai zai more didn't realise they got so many nice songs haha =x
kuku ping guo chalet on 16 Nov should i go ? hmm *scratch my head* haha =)

2007-11-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

Lol i like this song man composed by jay zhou =)

2007-10-27T12:45:00.000+08:00

haix i saw her that day as she walked past me

for that second my heartbeat seemed to stopped , my feet rooted to the ground

i wanted so much to go over and say hi

but i dun have the courage to do so

i just miss her so much ... but all just seemed impossible

im still keeping the hope that one day we might be back together

And this song has all the feelings i wanted to say to you

2007-10-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

ahhh i was really shocked on sunday
i was eating dinner as usual watching tv
i heard alot noise coming from the clubhouse opposite my house
there was a huge family celebrating someone's birthday
i spotted someone among the crowd who seemed very familiar to me
but in the end i heck care continue watching tv
suddenly my hp ring and i recieved an sms from Kesleen
she asked whether i was at army because she at my house clubhouse and seemed to have seen me from my window
ahhhh it was so paiseh lah ... i was wearing shorts , my hair was untidy and i was lying on the bed
this kuku kesleen keep teasing me ahhhh ... i know very unglam sight lol ! im a pig at home !
I quickly dressed up and i brought my cute little snowy along too he was hyper active lol licking non stop =X
we sat down and chit chat waiting for her parents to leave after her cousin birthday
haha kuku if u want visit mr active can come down anytime ... anyway i think he likes u lol keep licking -.-

Danson new singer , great nice song ... and kuku kelly i dun look like him ... i look like teppei okie haha =P

2007-10-14T15:35:00.000+08:00

aww we lost yesterday match 2-1 ... =x

and i believe we didn't derserved to lose , we should have had a draw

it was a hard fought match ... the refree is kinda fcuked up though

my goalkeeper was going for the ball and this striker just fought his way through

ended up as a goal but it should have been advantage towards my goalkeeper

and my goalkeeper was left bleeding on the ground as his studs hit his head

zzz but i was happy that the goal we scored was created by a low cross in by me =)

anyway we fight back to our winnings ways next match

GOAT soccer team means

Greatest

Of
All

Times

I just found this nice song and it from my childhood band i supported since young

The Backstreet Boys with their latest album Inconsolable !

But i think this song is nicer ... Ladies and Gentleman i bring you Drowning by Backstreet Boys =)

Don't pretend you're sorry

I know you're not

You know you got the power

To make me weak inside

Girl you leave me breathless

But it's okay 'cause

You are my survival

Now hear me say

I can't imagine life

Without your love

Even forever don't seem

Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe

I take you in

And my heart beats again

Baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning in your love

Everytime I try to rise above

I'm swept away by love

Baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter

Maybe not

'Cause I have known the safety

Of floating freely

In your arms

I don't need another lifeline

It's not for me

'Cause only you can save me

Oh can't you see

I can't imagine life

Without your love

And even forever don't seem

Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe

I take you in

And my heart beats again

Baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning in your love

Everytime I try to rise above

I'm swept away by love

Baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under

Cover me with dreams, yeah

Love me mouth to mouth now

You know I can't resist

'Cause you're the air

That I breathe

'Cause everytime I breathe

I take you in

And my heart beats again

Baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning in your love

Everytime I try to rise above

I'm swept away by love

And baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning your love

2007-10-12T09:55:00.000+08:00

The greatest distance divides us

Not because you are oblivious to my love when i stand in front of you

But because we love each other

Knowing that fate will forever keep us apart

2007-10-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

Woohoo Chelsea won Valencia last night !
Lol i didn't expect them to win ... i thought we were going to lose or draw this game because valencia are tough opponents and Chelsea were playing away from home plus Chelsea in crisis after the departure of the Special One Jose Mourinho =x
However , Great teamwork and determination to the Chelsea players especially Drogba and J Cole =)
HAHA and guess what LIVERFOOLS LOST ! SOMEMORE LOSE AT HOME ! i was laughing like shit hahaha oops did i spell wrongly? Oh ya its liverpool not liverfools ^^ Serves them right !

Oh ya and today got this crazy mad mother fucker son of a bitch add me in msn
At First , i thought this person just want be friends
But he ask me if i am gay and offered to have free sex with me -.- WTF
i immediately scold him and block this crazy indian mother fucker
His msn and friendster address is tommydiva@hotmail.com
Beware of this crazy son of a bitch , he's one crazy gay mother fucker

This month im broke because got 2 people birthday ! ahhh first is kuku kelly
Next was Azri birthday which was on 2 Oct but we celebrated on Monday at Pasir Ris BBQ area there haha...
Kelly's chalet was fun and got to know many new people ^^ and muhahaha i smashed the cake on your face lol it was havoc that day =x
Ok thats all for now ... New song updated ... Sad and damn nice song by timbaland take care everybody bye ! ^^

2007-09-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

Seems like i been too lazy to update on my blog haha
well i so much to say now firstly with the shocking departure of "The Special One" that is none other than Chelsea manager Jose Mourinho
I was kinda shocked when he decided to quit his job as Chelsea as he was the best manager in the world and he was indeed special .
2 EPL titles , 2 FA cups , Carling Cup and Community shield trophies , unbeaten 64 matches at Stamford Bridge is why Jose is one of the best in the world .
From what i see its the Chelsea club owner billionaire Roman Abravomic who forced Jose to quit his job as they both didn't see things eye to eye on several occassions
But trust me Roman is gonna regret his decision for sacking Jose , there are some things money cannot buy ... Just look at how disappointed the Chelsea players were when the news were out , Drogba , Frank Lampard , John Terry and many more were seen in tears as they bid farewell to their manager on the training ground
Jose knew how to treat players with respect and he was more than a manager to them , he was like a friend , a father to them and i can see Chelsea going into a crisis soon
Alright enough about soccer news haha ...

Im so happy i finally bought my Chelsea Jersey although it burned a hole in my wallet =x
But im kinda worried about my NS now because i am not considered a Storeman yet just a temporary
Due to my PES status which is B thats why ... my chances of going to infantry is high zzz OMG i hope that doesn't happen ahhh
One more last thing ! Kelly if you are reading this , I promise to attend your chalet this weekend but no teasing me , no tickling me , no putting cakes on my face hahaha ... Anyway Happy Birthday 1 year older becoming more auntie already ! Thats all for now but before i go i bring you the latest hit song in the UK , Ladies and Gentleman i bring you the Jonas Brothers ! Enjoy !

Told you I made dinner plans
You and me and no one else
That don't include your crazy friends
Well I'm done
With awkward situation's empty conversations

Oohh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,Now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

So this is where the story ends
A conversation on IM
Well I'm done with texting
Sorry for the miscommunication

Oohh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,Now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

Next time I'll see you
I'm giving you a high five
Cuz hugs are overrated just FYI

Oohh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,Now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

2007-09-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

Great voice , nice song ^^

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to sayI'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like tooPlay PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feelingI think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems
I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mindI can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)

I'm Gonna Remember YouYour Gonna Remember Me
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose a love that seemed meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug her and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you

Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm Gonna Remember YouYour Gonna Remember Me)
So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away
Remember You(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)

2007-09-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

ahhh damn pissed off during today soccer match
i wanted to do well to dedicate my performance to Antonio Puerta, one of Spain's most promising young players, died recently three days after collapsing during a Primera Liga match.
The 22-year-old Spanish international death was caused by postanoxic encephalopathy and a multiple failure of his organs caused by the prolonged cardiac arrest that provoked his admission to hospital .
I managed to do well and make 2 hell of a save to deny the opponent team from scoring
but all my efforts went down the drain when this fcuking son of a bitch damn mother fcuker dived in the penalty box after i slide from the side to clear the ball .
The refree had a clear view but if you look from the back it looks like a rash tackle
If you look from the side view of the tackle , 100% u know that asshole dived and still can act in agony when on the ground thats why i didn't even bother to help him up
Grrr if i knew that was going to happen i confirm use my studs slide his leg break that asshole cheater
Haiz sian tml must go back camp for duty and i gonna miss Chelsea vs Blackburn which is tml night zzz ... alright thats all for now =x
Rest in Peace Antonio Puerta you will always be remember as one of the young talents in Spanish history

2007-09-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Damn hell of a holy nice song that u can listen for 1000 times still love it so much o.O
Deep down inside im still waiting for you but you just don't realise it

2007-09-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

haix fcuk man ... yesterday so happy can download 2 hell of a nice songs
but now duno why my msn is screwed up cannot sign in zzz ...
i think got virus affecting me from signing in my msn through my computer zzz
because i try signing in through laptop and it was fine ... grrr wtf man but the song is damn nice lah which is currently in my blog video
Any computer experts can help me solve my msn problem ? =(

2007-08-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

today had a gathering with my old work mates from Retro Dog Cafe and my boss Frandie haha
so long nv see them miss them lots man lol ... my boss treat us eat good food
haix but they closed down their shop at Eastpoint liao ... because location is bad business not good
currently my boss looking for a shop in town area where lots of people will walk past
anyway i hope they can find a good shop to rent soon and thanks for the meal !

2007-08-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

ok i've been feeling bad all day ... 2 incidents happened today and yesterday
today was a bad incident , yesterday was a funny one though
I was taking my usual bus to Amoy Quee camp which i had been attached there since last week
As i was staring out at the scenery from the upper deck of my bus , i noticed this young lady
She was sitting on the ground at the bus stop behind this bus advertisment wall crying terribly
I was shocked and i really wanted to alight the bus to see if she's alright but i couldn't as i was rushing for time and i'll be fucked by my officer if im late so i didn't have a choice
In my mind i was thinking , for a girl to cry so badly in public something terrible must have happened
I believed this young lady is a student from Nanyang Poly which is beside my camp
Haix i really should have gone down to help her ... felt bad all day =x
If only i wasn't rushing for time ... definately i would help her haiz =(

alright enough of the sad part ... the funny part that happened yesterday
As usual i was waiting for bus at Tampines Interchange
2 NYP girls which i noticed seemed weird as they kept looking at me
when i turn my head they quickly looked away -.-
When i board the bus , they purposely sit at the seat next to me
For duno what reason , they kept giggling at each other
The most funny part was when we alighted at Yio Chu Kang Interchange
she smiled at me and said bye to me lol ... ok i duno what they are up to =x

2007-08-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

totally shagged out zzz... training early morning but it was fun haha
went to buy a new hp coz my Ngage QD too big kinda hate it in my pocket everyday when going in back camp =x
and i bought lots of nice food back for my mum after buying my hp lol ... how filial i am lol jkjk ... well looking forward for tonight match Chelsea vs Portsmouth =)
and i found 2 nice and sad songs which i posted in my blog and friendster ... damn touching and nice =)

2007-08-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

ok like everyone is talking about today ... Its the clash of the 2 giants Liverpool Vs Chelsea
alright i will say things based on facts not because im a Chelsea fan so i stand with Chelsea side
First , The penalty was a soft penalty awarded by Rob Styles BUT if you look at the replay there was definately contact in the penalty box ... apparently Malouda was obstructed when dashing for a through pass from Wright Phillps ... therefore if the refree feels that there was contact made inside the penalty box ... i see nothing wrong with the decision given although it was a soft decision to give away but TOO BAD HAHA ! However , the part where went wrong was the issuing of 2nd yellow to Essien . Video Replay has shown that Terry was already booked and shown a yellow but Rob Styles took another card and pointed at Essien . I also dunno wtf was Rob Styles doing zzz ... Whatever it is , Chelsea draw 1-1 against LiverFOOL so im happy with the result .

Alright enough of football , Currently there is this new show called My Lucky Star acted by Jimmy lin damn funny and nice ... i picked the nicest and funniest eposide and placed in on my friendster video just below the music video ... haha those who want can go see LOL ! thats all for now =x

2007-08-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

ok im back again but not to type something lame haha
well lets talk about football again ! Dani Alves is set to sign a deal to Chelsea for a 36m deal
woohoo another top class player but actually they should sign me lah i am cheaper and play as good as him ... sign for 1m can liao save their 35m lol !
haha now man united in deep shit ... Draw both of their last 2 matches whereas Chelsea won both of their last 2 matches haha and man united Ronaldo banned for 3 matches with a red card , Rooney out for 2 months with a serious injury haha ... Damn Chelsea vs Liverpool on this Sunday ... a must watch match and i seriously cursed liverpool to death fcuking gay team lol hate them to the max except Fernando Torres which i duno why he wanted to join Liverpool zzz
... well now im no longer a driver in the army haha im a storeman lol damn slack but must do dirty work zzz ... but who cares 1 year 10 months and i will leave the fcuking shit SAF army ... im glad my hair is growing longer and longer now haha ! NO Longer BALD ! ahh gtg sleep liao too tired got match tml also against a lousy team bye all !

2007-08-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

lol i know this is going to be a bit lame but i too free nothing better to do haha
so im going write on my footballer life and profile

The Player : Kevin Koh
Club : GOATS FC
Position : Left Back , Left Winger , Striker or AMF
Birthdate : 6/6/1987 Singaporean
First Debut : Verus Unknown Team , March 2000

His Life

As a young kid at the age of 6 , This young prodigy showed glimpse of brillance and skills as he first started playing football . A natural Left Footer which is quite rare for footballers as most footballers are natural Right footer , but needed some time to find his feet and was invited to join a neighbourhood football team at the age of 9 . He started as a striker and was hitting in goals for the team , but due to many competitions from malays fighting for a place as a striker he was often asked to play out of his usual positions . He soon left the team when he started secondary school life and took part in the inter-class competitions during the first year . His team captain realised his potential as a solid left back and decided to gave him a try . Indeed he managed to shine when our team was unbeaten till the final match of the inter-class competitions when we lost the match over penalty kicks . He fulfilled his dream on July 2003 grabbing a late winner which stunned the crowds and made an impression on 2004 again leading his team to winning the inter-class tournament although scoring only 6 goals for the 4 years in the team . After leaving secondary school , he wasn't playing regular football as usual until January 2007 when he was signed by GOATS FC at a undisclosed fee as a left back and winger .

His Strife

One of the several Singaporeans once labelled him as the next Dani Alves whom is a Brazilian Right back playing for Spanish Club Sevilla . He certainly showed plenty of potential as a teenager . However which was a pity , his talent was not spotted by the likes of Chelsea or Manchester United but there is surely plenty more expectations to come from him .

His Partner

His love life has been the subject of speculation during his time in Secondary life because of his perceived eligibility but is currently still single .

One To Remember
On August 2004 , he scored a stunner after a through pass which he showed good control and accuracy of the ball . A match on April 8 2007 , He made a stunning save when he cut out a shot that was going in the back of an empty net and saw the team winning 3-2 against Dunman Alumni . On May 20 2007 , his brillance struck again when his pace and skills outwitted both defenders through the left side of midfield and delivered a great ball which was headed into the back of the net .

One To Forget
He was shown a red card after a nasty challenge on a Express stream xia lan boy lol . Actually that guy derserves it and he has shown mercy by not breaking his leg .

2007-08-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

well im upset over yesterday match ! Man United this lucky tyco team win by penalty kicks zzz
Wtf man damn lucky lah ... Final score was Chelsea 1-1 Man United but overall Chelsea was the better team nvm its just a community shield trophy lol ... well my life been kinda down and down ... i've been diagnosis with depression by the army doctor after 1 month of mental torture by a fcuking SAF driving course ... It was stress and more stress every single day and i started picking up smoking again zzz ... wtf is happening to me ... well now i'm out of course from driving after the doctor gave me 2 days MC and 1 month excuse driving ... haix thats not the worse i got a swollen left hand too i think im going mad because i punched the wall repeatedly ... luckily X-Ray results show that my hand should be fine though it looks like a swollen baboon ass ... alright i write till here im too tired to continue ... till next time =x

2007-07-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

Final Score : Chelsea 1 - 0 La Galaxy ... i woke up 8.45am to catch this match live haha ... its been a long time since im been able to watch Chelsea play again as the new season of EPL haven't commence yet which soon it will ... David Beckham 1st debut start for La Galaxy after his transfer move from Real Madrid but he just play like for 12mins because of an ankle injury ... anyway it was an exciting match full of attacking football ... hmm talking about soccer i scored 3 goals on Friday haha at tampines soccer court ... our team was unbeaten for 3 matches and i scored 3 crucial goals to keep our team running ... I was well praised by spectators from the side and my team after a long run of 0-0 score for about 30mins when i hit in the goal which led my team to victory lol ... im sounding more like a newspaper reporter ... and some si wu gui keep say i lousy zzz oops later she see sure kill me lol ... anyway bye for now =P

2007-07-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

sigh .... stress stress and more stress ! I think i need to see a psychiatrist soon =x

2007-07-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

Omg the girl in this show is so perfect ... She's cute , pretty , sweet ... i watching this show because of her lolx ... she's simply miss perfect in my eyes =x

2007-06-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

woohoo life as a driver in Ns is pretty slack ... everyday just doing some area cleaning
servicing of vehicles den it will be canteen break , tea break , sleeping on sofa and being able to go home everyday haha ... huge difference from the prison life in Ns 3 months ago ... soon i be able to start my driving course =) ... and i seriously hope my hair can grow at a faster rate zzz i cannot wait to style my hair like usual instead of wearing caps going out always -.- ... well thats all for now haha i think the above song very nice and touching bye !

2007-06-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

Omg i got my posting results yesterday zzz ... posted as a driver lol
One of the slackest job in army but also kinda stress and dangerous
but im happy coz if im a driver i can start to keep my hair back lol
my rest of friends alot become Gunner means they still got keep hair bald for certain reasons
and i might get a free driving license haha ! Anyway today's back to camp and end of my block leave holidays zzz sian .. update next time

2007-06-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

Finally POP liao !! Woohoo no more recruits which soon i be able to keep my hair again ... but still dunno posted as what vocation yet =x
1 week block leave yay ! watching this show phoenix from the ashes by kristy and shawn yue the show very nice and exciting haha though its kinda old show ... i like the ending song sing by shawn yue but cannot find it on youtube damn ! thanks all for making my birthday a memorable one i appreciate all efforts made ... thats all for now ya ^^ im kinda lazy ... well i just read my horoscope for this month and its quite true so ya i be waiting haha ^^

My horoscope for the month:
You shouldn't feel disheartened by the fact that everyone around you is in a happy relationship.
You are young and have your whole life ahead of you.
You never know who you might meet in the future.
Just take it easy and let love come your way naturally.

2007-06-03T17:55:00.000+08:00

my birthday is round the corner ! but yet i had to celebrate today with my family zzz thanks to fcuking army because my birthday falls on wednesday where i had to stay in camp instead of celebrating out with friends zzz ... anway its ok we can celebrate on sat when im out ... im finally 20 and im happy today ... we had seafood feast for lunch ... bought jeans and long sleeve shirts hehe thanks mum and dad =) ... ok i gtg back camp liao update another time ... bye

2007-05-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

muhahaha damn happy Chelsea win 1-0 and they are FA Cup Champions
im so proud of them lol ... and proud of my soccer team which we won today also 5-0 LOL
we simply dominated the game .. all strikers become defenders .. defenders play strikers lol
oh ya im going get Post out soon on 16 june ! no more recruit life .. haha lesser suffering and slacking army life all the way i hope so haha ...
well im too tired to continue writing so thats all bye till next time lol

So lately, been wondering,Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
and between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

2007-05-06T19:10:00.000+08:00

alrights its been years since i last came here lol
been serving the fcuking shit NS for 3 weeks but basically i was just too lazy to update
ok i will not say much about Ns just some main points
everyday its standard 5.30am wake up ... 10.30pm lights off to sleep
everyone must work as a team it just takes 1 person to sabo the whole group to being punished
Punishments are simple ... you either knock it down 20 push ups or the heavier punishment you get confined means you cant book out on saturday ...
Food in Ns is average its rice , chicken and vegetable , fruit always the same everyday
Training like mad everyday but sometimes it can be fun which depends on how strict your officer is
hmm thats all i guess lazy to write more ... anyway the above movie clip trailer i been waiting haha its finally coming soon GOAL 2 ... dun miss it !

2007-04-09T14:41:00.000+08:00

haiz 4 more days to army ahhh feels like going in prison
anyway our GOAT team won our 1st match yesterday haha 3-2
good result lets keep up our unbeaten record but seems like i cannot play soccer for at least a month thanks to the fcuking army sian
nothing much more to say left 4 days to enjoy myself before going in prison =x

2007-04-02T10:41:00.000+08:00

Happy April Fools day everyone lol
lol watched mr bean movie yesterday at cathay
the movie was alright very funny but what really catches my eye
is the song in the movie so nice that we waited till everyone left to see whether who sang it and song name but nv manage to get it =x
but anway i found the song on youtube and gosh it rocks !
anyone got this song send me haha i been searching high and low for it
i believe this is a new song just released

2007-03-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

sweetest song ever =)

2007-03-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

most touching 2nd last epsoide i cried =x
if only there was someone who love me so much i dun mind dying of cancer
die also no regrets

2007-03-06T15:44:00.001+08:00

ahh 13 April pls go away dun ever come i hate army
i hate to be bald and cut away my precious hair =x
grrr alright i'll be a monk for just once =(
=x i be quitting my job on 18 march last day i will miss all of u guys
especially my cute little boss frandie she treat me very nice
always buying things for me eat haha and talking crap with me
and all the neighbour shops beside me always teasing me lol
haha and oh ya tonight Chelsea vs Porto must watch !
thats all for now a nice sweet song for all couples

2007-02-26T12:15:00.000+08:00

zzz long time since i last update thanks to the goggle thing so mafan
haha my hp number 9130 open in 4D my dad won some money hehe
i am a lucky star hehe and oh ya Chelsea won the Carling Cup last night
woohoo ! Chelsea rocks ... i hope john terry will be fine after getting a nasty kick to the face
his commitment and loyalty towards the Chelsea is awesome from the way he dive in for the ball risking himself even though he knew he going get kick in the face with a soccer boot
oh ya bought a PSP woohoo damn nice to play but there goes all my angpao $$ haha
but this year a bit sucks get so little from angpao all stingy =x
anyway i be quitting my hotdog job soon will miss everyone working there
its fun there alot stories everyday lol and me getting teased everyday lol
army is coming =x ahhh i hate it !
anyway i found this nice male version of Irreplaceable which is in my video above haha and woohoo it rocks
this song is all for the bitches out there haha =)

2007-02-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

have been chionging town this few days
thanks to jun xiang he ar =.='' nothing to say about him
zzz today saw kenneth at heerens lol
someone say i look like wu zun haha o.O
and saw bitches and far east plaza
knn got stead liao keep looking at me even jun xiang also noticed her actions
haha no work till 21 Feb and chinese new year coming time to collect hong bao !
haha kk thats all for now ... jay zhou wrote another meaningful song for another singer it just simply rocks

2007-02-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

ytd soccer i play so serious sia
duno why suddenly got the form and mood
score a few goals and missed a couple of great chances to score
but my friends praised me i was hardworking run non stop
ok change topic lets talk about today
haha today work damn funny but also paiseh sia
my opposite neighbour shop the girls all keep want my number
i told my boss please save me =x ... she told them he cannot give you number you want can leave your contact down lol
i keep hiding behind avoiding them but they very thick skin la still dun want go
but they also quite nice la haha buy dessert for me eat =.=''
zzz duno what to do sia when i work see them again must ask my boss save me =x
haha tml new part timer under me again i can slack and let them do all the dirty work hehe
oh ya Chelsea thrash Boro 3-0 ... cmon we still got chance win EPL title keep it up !
thats all for now bye ...

Sometimes i really doubt the things you say
Action speaks louder than words
Saying something is easy but the things that you do is totally different
haiz ...

2007-02-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

haix ytd work was terrible full of disgusting customers
i was totally pissed off by those idiots ... guy speak like girl talk so soft cannot hear what u want order
girls worse talk like mouse knn ... den i keep taking wrong orders damn idiots
totally not in the mood to work ytd stupid customers fuck them
next thurs going back school take cert liao zzz
anyway above music video damn nice and touching its Luo zhi xiang drama series with Da S
i confirm watch de hehe but dun think singapore got sell yet but youtube can watch
haix time is running down on me better live happy while i still can
how could this happen to me ... why do all good things come to an end haix

2007-01-28T13:51:00.000+08:00

zzz yesterday work sucks when i saw 2 idiot dogs from my sec sch
bloody dogs the moment i saw them totally no mood
aiya anyway sec sch already bully u this bunch of express stream dogs like shit liao
stare at u dun dare stare back .... push you but u keep quiet express people humji dogs
i still remember inter-class soccer sec 4 i slide your fucking gay friend shaun from the back
haha i wasn't going for the ball but for his god damn legs but he lucky his legs no break
the most funny thing i slide ur gay friend so hard he lying on the ground i still push him away lol
really damn unlucky man to see them come my shop eat ... next time i see them i give u raw hotdog add with soap eat ! make sure u go hospital hahaha
haix ... now i am actually quite afraid of my health i suspect i got Atherosclerosis or angina pectoris because i been feeling the pain recently =x
haix =(

2007-01-17T13:37:00.000+08:00

=x been a lot time since i last blog haha was too lazy
Grr went play soccer ytd ... and that stupid azri was late for like 30mins
=.='' wait him so long play passing till sianz ...
haha but ytd on form i scored like 7 to 8 goals and we totally owned the opponent
but we let in mnay goals also coz everybody lazy chase ball and defend
this idiot guy leg shorter than me want try win the ball in the air from me
in the end our both legs clash den my leg like suddenly pain lucky nothing happen
zzz working later and ya my pay got increased to $4.50 liao lol
I am the only most loyal and hardworking staff stay with them for 7 months
The rest of the part timers who came in earlier or same time with me all quit or some get sacked
haha ok nothing much to say gtg work bye update another time =)

2006-12-29T13:23:00.000+08:00

haix just got to know results ytd night
die la from 3 points drop to 2.8+
haix duno can go poly not ....
zzz dun talk abt results liao
i kinda love working nowadays coz i promoted to like crew leader haha
on tuesday got new part timer join coz 2 of them leaving
my boss ask me teach them what to do lol
haha i a bit bastard keep ask them do this do that den i slack hahaha
today working again the new guy under me so hahaha i can slack again
watched cursed of the golden flower ytd quite alright show lah
i want watch Borat but sucks lah they put R21 stupid man
ok la nothing much say liao ... anyway the song above is written by jay zhou and sang by aaron kowk nice =)

2006-12-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas Everyone =)

2006-12-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

the above music video by luo zhi xiang really suits what i am feeling now haix
fuck the damn sky whole day rain
make people's day so inconvienent knn ... i be leaving tml =x
the ending of the music video is for u to guess that whether he ended up with the girl or he sent her back her marriage which she was supposed to be

2006-12-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

haix sick last night 38.5 degrees =x
today work again =(
zai zai new show rocks ... ending song damn nice =)

2006-12-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

went bedok 85 eat after work
the food there rocks damn nice
all famous de haha grr tml working early =x

2006-12-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

haha been a long time since i update grrr i hate exams
got to study like shit zzz !!
finally today last paper ! Holidays are back woohoo !
Chelsea won 2-0 ytd in champions league and get top spot haha
stupid tyco barca go through cursed them kana knocked out next round
BARCA SUCKS !
Nothing much write liao i gtg out dye hair liao muhahaha
i love holidays =D

2006-11-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

Ahhh ! i overslept today again and i nv take my class test so 0 marks =(
Grr sian tml must do project presentation =x
today work again haha but very funny saw my cousin with her friend
they looking for jobs haha ... walk past my shop saw " hiring part timers " they ask my boss but my main boss not here go malaysia lol so cannot interview
after they left got this girl i think she a bit siao one
walk past my shop 4 times =.=
1st time she walk past den stop in front of my shop den suddenly stare at me like i owe her $$ lidat
2nd time she ask my boss they hiring ppl ar den my boss say the same thing ask them come back tml
3rd time she walk past stare at me again den laugh with her friend duno wads so funny
4nd time she walk past pretend look at the malay food store =.=
haha but today got many cute little small girls come buy hotdogs
those primary 1 and kindergarden kids so cute
always they buy hotdog my boss will say go help them put sauce coz they too short
haha den they always kor kor i want this and that lol
One thing i dun like at my workplace is the simei group of ah bengs always at eastpoint
always come my shop buy hotdog act big knn ... one day sure want to whack them
thats all for today bye ...

2006-11-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

grr was a bad day for me today
woke up early in the morning play soccer with ali
reached there only got 2 ppl playing but was shocked to see my sec sch netball players playing beside our soccer court
we were playing shooting with the other 2 players den my sec sch npcc ppl come play netball with them
gosh i hate those npcc ppl from my sch they in sch always like act cool knn
they bloody coward sia at 1st see them take soccer ball ... means they actually want play soccer but they saw us scared to play with us den go play netball with the girls lol
but we play very long at the court so in the end also they ask us can play together lame sia
haha we purposely play bastard with them ram them hard hard till their bone all break
i pity the goal keeper and the guy who tried to block my shot hahaha
lol their so called " best player Aaron " kana play a fool by me 2 times cannot get my ball lame ass guy haha
by fuck sia halfway during the match i collasped sia really shocked sia
duno why is it heat stroke or what .. or i nv eat anything in the morning
i keep feel like vomiting den ali carry me to block rest
thats all for today ... bye

2006-11-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

haix went to toa payoh stadium for soccer trial today
haix damn sad and pissed sia i feel so unlucky like heaven make fool of me
firstly it started to rain but nvm it soon stopped
when playing halfway right boots front part studs tear out cannot even walk properly
haix den i think nvm i ask tape from the ppl there paste my front
went back play not for long become the back studs tear out
i was like wtf sia haix go back sit down i see my left boots also front part halfway out liao
i give up man ... haix how to play like that ... no mood to write liao stupid boots
never ever buy NIKE boots in my life man ... they use glue paste below want knn
adidas boots is truly sewn boots which is alot better than the fcuking nike

I was the one who gave up everything for her
Has anybody ever felt this way
Has anybody been ripped apart
Anybody give everything to the one they love
Am I the only one left behind
Am I the only one who hates goodbyes

2006-11-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

finally i updated my blog after such a long time
haha was too lazy to write anything
hmm will update on yesterday which we went out with my working ppl coz my boss treat
met up and eastpoint basement and sit our boss van car lol
i managed to get to sit the front seat while the rest sit behind lol
i slept for a while and soon arrived at chinese swimming complex near parkway
wow there was beautiful look like a resort haha
we started play bowling and were split into 2 teams to see who got higher points
highest point got prize one haha but i starting play like sucks man my ball keep go in drain
in the end we won and we go the high class resturant eat whahaha
i nv so bad la i order average price food if not my boss bankrupt
zzz going for soccer trial thursday hope get selected haha
thats all for now bye ....

2006-11-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

haiz didnt go sch today wasn't feeling well the moment i woke up
i dreamt of her today again but it ended so quickly when my phone rang
how i wish time could stop so i will remain in my dreams forever
To all my good buddies i know what i am doing dun need persuade me further
i know its foolish but i dun mind so its ok
haiz will write till here not feeling quite well now bye ...

2006-11-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

=x was too tired to update yesterday
ytd went to ali stead house for hari raya lol
eat a while , chat a while , watch tv , play Xbox den we were ready to leave
haix but ali no come with us coz the stead father want talk to him =x
so i and jun xiang went vivo city shop for keng keng present
wah 1st impression of vivo city is very beautiful already 8pm++ still filled with people
there seems to be no ending its like so god damn big the shopping center
haha den we went on cruise and went on board Superstar Virgo !
well i'll let the pictures do the talking
anyway happy birthday keng sian ! haha

2006-11-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

haha finally working again after 5 days of rest
but today work very sian not much customers only sometimes got one huge army come lol
haix i think that adults nowadays are getting more stupid or they are just pure idiotic morons
this son of a bitch ordered bacon roll
bacon roll is hot dog wrapped with bacon and its raw you got to deep fried it
that son of a bitch ordered one set and stand there watch me cook
den this kid behind him say he also want a set of it
so i put a new set in the boiling oil with his set which was cooking halfway
and that son of a bitch told me " Hey boy you cannot mix raw food with cook food "
i was like "wtf you stupid or what ? i wanted to argue with him but my boss say don't coz customers always right "
knn i give my boss face dun argue with idiotic son of a bitch like you
if food is cooking halfway in boiling oil or water its ok to mix together lah knn
if not people who eat steamboat all stomachache till die liao lah
really idiot sia he ... and i also pissed off with this PIG family who come today
1 fat ass mum with 2 fat ass sons ... they order food liao sit down eat
eat finish liao come order again and they keep doing that 3 times
make me so busy no time to slack knn eat so much no wonder fat like pig
haha but today saw yizheng and nikki lol
they were shocked to see me working there
haha ok la duno what say liao thats all for today bye ....

You were everything , everything that i ever wanted
We were meant to be , supposed to be , but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
So much for my happy ending

2006-11-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

hmm went town with jun xiang haha
he kuku keep telling me about he saw japanese girls when he working lol
haha went around shop he told me about the girl he liked
waited for her 1 year liao but she so bastard haiz i know how it feels
you treat her so good but she doesnt appreciate it den forget her bah thats my advice to you
dun talk about sad stuff liao haha i bought a few new clothes again
i think i been spending alot this week lol =x
alrights nothing much to say liao update another time byez ...

Todo eu jamais quis era amar alguém com o todo meu coração até o fim de tempo mas sei que eu sou ridículo porque estas coisas nunca eram mudança para nós absolutamente... se ao menos tempo pode ser volta

2006-11-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

haha long time since i blog
nothing much to say lol
Championship manager its quite a nice game thx to shah haha
watched the covent today quite a nice show
haiz i duno wads wrong with me i guess i just being silly
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
shall not think too much about it le thats all bye update next time =P

2006-11-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

=X overslept today for 8am lesson coz watching champion league last night
lol chelsea draw against the stupid barca hahaaha
Lampard goal damn nice la ... haha hope barca next match draw den cannot qualify lol
meet tongat ali outside sch coz halfway all my frend dun wan go afternoon lesson =.=
he follow me go collect my pay hahaha =D
we go Tampines mall walk walk i go buy new ear studs old one spoil liao =X
i saw kuku sotong gal eating at macdonal lol she wave at me
i paiseh at 1st haha but i got wave back la later she think i dao sia
we den go whitesand bet soccer but i nv bet la no confidence in tonight match =X
thats all bye ...

2006-10-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

today i managed to wake up early for PE haha !
lucky i didnt overslept if not i going miss PE again
after PE went for some theory lesson den went parkway eat
lol the nasi lemak nice upon 10 i give 7 haha
afternoon practical lesson rocks haha we learning on LAN
then we do network video conference and den we play Counterstrike LOL
play like mad till teacher must say minus 20 marks to whoever still playing den we stop
after sch liao went home rest a while liao go work
today duno why feeling so exhausted like no mood work
finally dismissed from work can breathe a sigh of relief
my boss drove me home haha cool ...
Jimmy lin rocks his song nice my idol since i was 10 years old
he still as cute and handsome haha
Warning the above song make me cry when i hear for the 1st time =X
haix so sad song =X thats all bye ...

2006-10-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

sorry for the triple same post stupid blogger always got lagging problems knn
finally working after resting for about 4 days haha
today work starting already so busy
damn and i hate adults who are indecisive
a while say want this want , another minute say dun wan wan another want
bloody idiots make up ur damn mind b4 ordering lah
today during break went bubble tea shop buy drink
=.='' uncle tease me make me so paiseh i just come order he say " Wa you look like taiwan singer ! " i was like fcuked dun need say so loud la very paiseh know alot ppl looking =.=''
aiya i think he jk la if i look so good den good liao hahax i ugly lah
ok la tml work again tml den update thats all bye ...

2006-10-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

Chelsea won again haha =D
Chelsea 2 - 0 Sheffield United ... LAMPARD 43mins Ballack 49mins
haha the free kick by lampard is nice the keeper stupid lol
hmm friday soccer was great i starting to get more form and confidence back
though i am filled with injuries and aches here and there i still struggle to play well and i did it haha but friday opponents were tough =X
we had a good start we keep winning but later they call more pro ppl come den we all also tired liao so play till very slack =X
sian tml got work update tml bah thats all bye ...

2006-10-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

just came back from ali house after celebrating hari raya at his house
haha the food was nice though some were quite spicy
den i bring vcd for them watch Dragon Tiger Gate lol
jun xiang become mad after watching that show going around trying to act like he martial arts expert
most funny is he do in the bus the 2 girls behind laughing damn paiseh sia
watch finish want go play pool but downtown pool no open sia
walk around talk crap and go home haha tml playing soccer again !
i know given my knee condition i shouldnt be playing but who cares
Life's short so play hard ! you nv know when you will just die like that hahaha
good night bye ...

2006-10-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

hahax play soccer yesterday my legs damn itchy long time no kick ball
haix but yesterday no form sia play also average
haha jun yan friend forever sia keep calling me yang guang nan hai means sunshine boy la but i duno what is that also la
fcuk sia got this asshole cannot get my ball den tackle till my knee
somemore he wear the soccer shoe is below got something de
hardly can walk properly after that but i heck still continue play
when reach home wah pain go put medicine and bandaged
now going ali house celebrate hari raya LOL got free green packet
gtg update later bye ...

If i lay here , If i just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world

2006-10-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

hahax finally i am home from work so tired
think coz i slp 5am++ and wake up 12 thanks to the stupid kids making so much noise
Though today work was very slack and quiet i still feel so tired
but today work very weird sia i heard someone call my name
den i thought my boss call me i asked her " what ? "
she said " what ? " and told me she nv call me
i think when a person tired and stress will start imagining things =X
haha and today damn paiseh sia got this girl always come eat de
she duno suddenly give me a heart shape thing used straw and fold de
den she just faster run away =.='' haha duno her la mad de
sian 1 day public holiday only tml go back sch liao zzz
thats all bye ....

2006-10-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

hahax last night went geylang serai lol
damn it was very crowded and i think the haze there is PSI 200
so many people barbeque the food and deep fry waliew i think shorten my life a few years breathing in those haze for few hours
but there was fun la we buy many nice food to eat
junxiang eat the most de lah and he kana disturb by the ice cream man haha
sorry la shah .. ali need buy hari raya stuff so cannot go the chicken part of geylang meet you haha
was planning go there disturb those chicken but in the end too late later no bus
saw this malay old lady poor thing sia hari raya she lying on the streets begging for $$
we share $$ and give her so kind hearted ya? lol
in the end no bus home coz ali say got this girl smile at him den he go follow her all the way just to get her number
den i help ali ask number la but the stupid elder sister dun allow stupid sia =.=
take cab go jun xiang house talk cock den go home 5am liao lol ...
sian man later got work ... haha and jesse mccartney band group before he went solo was so cute he was so cute too haha above is their video rocks man haha ... thats all bye

You are the one and only
And I'm the lost and lonely
We are the perfect dream come true
And I can promise you that
IHear a silly love song in my heart

It happens everytime
When I see you
It happens everytime
When I think of you
It happens everytime
oh its magic when we meet...Baby down on dreamstreet!

Let me take you by the hand and
Walk you down the milky way cause
You make me feel I'm so alive
Though I promise baby I
hear a silly love song in my heart(oooohhhhhhhhh)

It happens everytime
When I see you
It happens everytime
When I think of you
oh its magic when we meet...Baby down on dreamstreet...(ahhh)
It happens everytime(baby......)
It happens everytimeoh its magic when we meet
Down on dreamstreet...

When I close my eyes
There's angels all around(Singing a love song)
You know it happens everytime...
When I see you...Ohh.....
It happens everytime...ooo....ohh....
It happens everytime
When I see you
It happens everytime
When I think of youIt happens everytime
oh its magic when we meet...Baby down on Dreamstreet...

2006-10-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

Man utd vs Liverpool
Final Score = Man Utd 2 - 0 Liverpool ... LOL
Wahahahaha liverpool sucks serve ya right lousy gay ass team
sorry to all liverpool fans who are reading my blog but i just hate liverpool
haha was happy for Chelsea ytd as they won 2-1
Sheva and Ballack scores ! Woot
But fcuk the bloody benjani i duno what his bloody indian name lah
make me lose 4 dollars cb i bet 1 and 2 goals if he nv score i win $$ lah
haha duno what write liao next time den update bye

2006-10-20T00:20:00.001+08:00

i was late for sch today as usual after watching last night huge match
Chelsea vs Barcalona
haha and chelsea won 1-0 LOL ... Ronaldinho sucks he play like shit ytd haha
haix today went sch heard a very sad news from shah
cant believe a friend of his just passed away like that
he's only 18 and haven even experience the outside life yet
but he is gone haix feel sad for him too =x
though he is not my close friend but we played soccer together b4
come to think of it ... life can be so fragile
you will never know whats going happen tml
its kinda scary maybe you just walked out and just died like that
so do cherish your friends and loved ones when you are still here
thats all i got to say byex ... R.I.P

Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone

2006-10-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

2006-10-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

hais my hp spoil send for repair today =X
Jesse Mccartney rocks with his 2nd album i going buy it =) thats all byez ...

I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her

I cant believe
Her hold on me
Its something indescribable
I know she knows
But wont you please

If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her Im counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
Shes the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her
The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still cant believe
Her hold on me
Shes just so indescribable
I know she knows
But wont you please, please

Every time that Im around her
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
Im so glad I found her
I know how it feels

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

2006-10-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

hahax today was fun going out with my family
been sometime since we go out 2gther
always i nv go feel so bad
went sakura eat buffet =D
i fed a stray cat eat my beef steak and dory fish LOL
so kind of me right lol but the cat was very poor thing gave me that sad look =X
den went play pool with them gosh they were so lame lucky nobody i know there
if not damn paiseh =.=
play bowling also very funny ... hand pain too =X
grr why tml start sch knn ... holiday so fast no more already cb somemore start 8am
and chelsea won ytd thanks to my superstar Frank Lampard again =D
fcuk the bloody Reading make both our chelsea keepers injured knn gay ass team
hahax thats all bye ...

2006-10-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

haix sick for 2 days liao
duno whats wrong with me also
i only know my fcuking parents only know how keep scolding me
aiya fcuk la duno what write liao life sucks

Staring out at the rain , with a heavy heart
Its the end of the world in my mind
What is life , whats the use if your killed inside

2006-10-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday work as usual
working with my boss sister is more funny and slack haha
we keep scolding customers who are rude no manners and no patience
ha after work jun xiang come find me
den he lame la say he saw this girl live next to his block chio but lesbian
ask me follow him go see the girl =.= disgusting la
den we went bedok meet keng keng and eat
waliew they go bedok north 85 there hawker food nice but alot of .....
i cannot say haha den went keng keng house play
lame la this jun xiang ask him faster go home but he keep waste time
in the end no last bus home knn
den keng keng from bedok walk all the way simei with us sia
feel bad sia but he very good friend la thanks keng =)
zzz and i know my above Music video is lame coz cardcaptor sakura =.= but the song damn nice and touching
haha if want song title and artist must ask me =P byez....

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

2006-10-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

wake up morning went online a while
jun xiang called me ask me want go job interview 10 to 20 per hr
hah den we went interview at duno what building behind PS
lol waa the pay not bad sia
1 day can get at least $60 bucks lol cool ...
then went taka Ck.Tangs interview lol lame sia 5.50 per hr
i give the interview person attitude lol totally not interested
walk around town slacking den went far east eat
went tcc eat dessert
went catch a late movie and gosh "Stay alive" is scaring the hell out of me now
holy shit the movie really make me think too much somemore based on a true story
grr faster go slp liao later i think too much again =X
byez..

You die in the Game
You die for Real

2006-10-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

work as usual today seems like the haze got better
grr but still hate the fcuking india anyhow burn forest
gosh today that fat elephant come eat hot dog again eeek
see the fat ass my whole day will unlucky coz i wash 2 bowls of cheese grrr damn smelly grr
haha keng keng and jun xiang come find me at work when i doing closing
lol after work sit down chat a while den keng keng go bugis le
den me and jun xiang went bedok there eat nice food
milo dinosaur is nice xD anyway he treating haha ...
talking crap while walking home den under his blk
saw this couple quarrel haha the gal duno push the guy away
den walk duno go where lol we watch free show
thats all byez zzz ...

2006-10-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

grr 1st of all i want scold the fcuking india cb anyhow burn forest
knn make the whole asia so bloody hazy cb brainless idiots PSI 150 wtf
went town today with jun xiang to look for job haha
1st went taka and he lame go ask those metro staff got vacancy =.=
so paiseh i faster run away hahahah ...
den go paragon saw this levis shop he go ask haha den got give number ask us call monday
after that he went calvin klein lol he go ask kana rejected hahaha
then he went Guess shop at 1st i thought sure kana rejected but he lucky sia can get number also ... high class working place sia 1 top $208 liao wtf
then went lido there topman ask the staff gave us form fill in lol
=.= then he also want go ask cinema auntie got vacancy kuku sia but nv ask la
meet keng sian at duno what place la next to far east plaza de
den eat dinner at far east
haha im happy i got a new pair of nike shoes though its kinda ex haha
and walking back to take bus home fcuk sia cb haze so hard to breathe grr
lol on the bus home jun xiang say got this gal keep looking at us say she siao want haha ...
thats all byebye and fcuk the bloody india and haze la

2006-10-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

haiz i am sick =X
damn and the whole night sky is damn hazy la knn
grrr today work was quite busy
and seriously i hate kids who dun behave at the cafe
knn cb always make a mess den i must clean up fcuking kids
but i did a good deed today haha
a old lady with a 6 year old daughter pushing trolley up escalator
i behind them and when reaching top the daughter lose control of trolley coz too heavy
i quickly pull it up and save the day haha lol ok i know its lame
but at least i did something nice
Seriously i also agree that Carlos Tevez and Javier Mascherano need to leave West Ham for the sake of their careers !
Look at the way they play is damn pathetic want join also go better club lah
thats all bye ...

2006-10-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

zzz was lazy update yesterday
tiring sia went play soccer at 3pm till 5++
den rush to work zzz
haha ytd play soccer no form sia =.=
but still managed to make some people look silly by playing around with them LOL
but yesterday opponents are quite good la cant play a fool much haha
den work also same same slacking haha
stupid azri come disturb me at work den his so call gf jingting come =.=
sian duno what write liao la byebye ...

2006-10-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

was lazy update ytd haha
but i got my pay ytd wahahaha ! =D
ytd work was kinda slack ....
got this family come in
dad with 2 kids
and gosh the dad actually had no $$ to pay
he said wait for his wife come pay LOL
i was thinking he must be "little white face" in chinese if u get wad i mean LOL
after that saw this couple always come eat
and my god ! cant believe they already have a baby
and they both look only like 15 or 16 years old wtf sia ....
anyway playing soccer later wahhaha time to do some tricks play around LOL
Its kinda fun to disturb ppl wahahaha
below got video see how disturb people in soccer hahahaha
thats all bye ...

2006-10-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

sian started work in the morning today
1st time work morning shift not used to it =X
haha was quite slack today even its a saturday maybe coz of the rain
boss allowed me leave 30mins earlier coz she knows i got soccer
walking home met jun xiang
sit down his blk chat a while
azri call me ask me faster
rush home quickly changed get ready for soccer haha long time no play
reach there saw jun yuan den soon start playing
man i played quite well today i duno why haha
i remember the nicest goal i score was a volley and hit the topbar and went in
WHAT A GOAL ! LOL
keep doing tricks my whole team so funny
after soccer rush home bath , eat , watch tv
ahhh and Chelsea deserves to win man ! damn Aston Villa gay ass tyco team
haha but the stupid liverpool lose whahaha they can go die liao la
grr tml working again zzz update tml ba tada ...

It takes a minute to like somone
A day to love someone
But a lifetime to forget someone

2006-09-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmm went town today with shihao and pals
wild boar came along too lol
went to eat lunch 1st
after that went dye my hair
went shop for clothes
walk around town doing nothing haha
met zheng wei who was working
meet him after work
went take mrt and went home 2gther
haha lazy type long story so write short thats all tada =P

2006-09-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

sian today duno why is it no mood work or getting sick soon ... feeling so tired and giddy the whole working day ... and was pissed off with this whole family who come ... idiot sia stupid family want to order food order properly la ... suddenly order this den preparing halfway change their mind want another and then change again really irritating ... but i am happy i going to dye my hair tml hahaha going town walk also yay ! haha duno what say liao hope Chelsea kick their opponent butt tonight in champions league and barca lose to bremen hahaha ... update tml tada

I miss you my dear girl keke =P

2006-09-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Zzz just came back from work =X ... lol started work at 4pm and work was very slack today and get to eat food and read magazine more than serving cutsomers hahaha .... and damn i hate kids who duno how to eat or drink properly grr ... drink milo can make till spill on floor make me got to go clean up the mess grrr ... and kuku azri call me when i working ask me help him buy soccer odds for tonight champion league ... i was like =.='' what am i going to tell my boss ? tell her i going buy odds for friend lol duno what she will say =X ... haha but anyway azri lucky la ... my boss ask me go down help her buy magazine and post letter and buy char siew pao lol ... so can help u buy haha ... came back my boss treat me eat pao lol and eat hot dog bun lol damn full sia that should be my dinner liao haha save my dinner money ... slacked all the way till closing ... then doing closing opposite the malay store sell food the kuku auntie keep teasing me =.='' ... say what i so handsome got gf not ... then tell me she got 4 daughters ranging from XL , Large , Medium , Small =.='' ... i tell her i very ugly la your daughter see me will run haha ... but i know she jk la ... soon dismissed from work and go home liao haha thats all tada =P ...

2006-09-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

haha yesterday was great going out with buddies .... 1st stop went to town ... the stupid jun xiang lame la come all the way town just to buy his stupid hair wax den tell us wan go home study N level ... alamak N level i can even use my feet to write its so easy but that lame ass dun believe us =.= ... after buying his crap wax went plaza sing eat long john for lunch hmm been some time since i eaten long john ... den i and azri send the lame jun xiang to somerset mrt so he can go home study his crap N level lol ... we walked around heerens bought a pair of studs den halfway recieved call from keng keng ... he say got extra singapore idol Final tickets ask us want go not ... of course yes la haha so went tanah merah meet him to get tickets ... later took mrt to kallang but duno how walk to the kuku indoor stadium lol ... so we follow this group of people with the "Hady tag" on their shirts ... haha reached indoor stadium wah many people sia ... azri very funny kana film by the people there ask him who will win spore idol ... actually they got film me but i run away haha dun wan appear on tv lol ... queued for a long time den went in found our seats ... sian we sit at the far right corner the view not nice de ... but its ok maybe i was fated to sit there hehe coz haha cannot say ... soon the spore idol begin and wow the atmosphere there was simply fantastic ... its so different from watching on tv and omg the fans cheer really can blow ur ears i think u will go deaf if u continue hearing their screams for 24 hours ... I support Jonathan woo he rocks man ... after spore idol ended went to nearby coffee shop slack and watch soccer match ... Newcastle Vs Everton , Barca vs Valencia and by the time all the matches ended it was already 4++ am ... lol no bus home must wait till morning haha den azri suggested a crazy idea walk from kallang to simei and believe it or not we really walked all the way but we ended stopping at eunos la den take bus home hahaha ... thats all for today =P tada

2006-09-24T11:55:00.000+08:00

hmm just wake up .. yay going town later with my buddies ... long time no go out 2gther haha ... man i think now arsenal getting more xia lan sia action sia talk big alot ... go read what they say on soccernet ... wenger say they have earned " Euro Respect " LOL ... lame crap ... aiya duno wad say liao i g2g bath den go town liao update at night haha tada ...

thanks all my buddies and friends out there for consoling me when i am down
i know its time to move on ...
what gone is gone ...
learn a painful lesson but its worth it ...
wish she and him together can be happy ba
As long she happy , i will also be happy for her ...
For a moment i was drowning in the devil's pit
but you guys pull me out thank you i will treasure my life ..

2006-09-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

yay ! today's match was great .... Fulham 0 - 2 Chelsea ... and guess who scored both goals ? Its none other than the amazing frank lampard haha =P ... and seriously the bloody ass M.Brown should be awarded a red card sia ... he use his studs to step A.Cole wtf ! Cb refree blind sia knn ... ok move on to today's work ... started work at 5pm and just getting ready suddenly my boss say " Monster coming , Monster coming " LOL at 1st duno what she talking about ... until OMG i really saw a monster hahaha ... its a fucking FAT gal with so long hair that it touches her butt ... she order 2 hotdogs buns no wonder so fat ... when serving i was still laughing haha ... and she damn greedy la ... she eat finish the buns and saw the boy beside her eating bacon roll and turn over ask me whats that ... i say bacon roll lah den she say she also want one set ... i was thinking this fat ass really is a disgusting elephant LOL ... then after that fat ass left was slacking all the way ... and man today was my lucky day clearing trash bin found 2 dollars haha duno which stupid idiot throw 2 bucks away hahaha ... slack and slack till 7pm ... shi hao say he want rush down come interview for my job haha ... he came around 8++ sit down talk to my boss ... den he say he wait for me dismiss from work haha so sweet of him LOL jkjk ... soon after started doing closing ... and fuck sia today got cheese sauce and damn i hate cheese god damn it ... i was asked to wash the bowl that was used to put the cheese and it is not those normal cheese u see in KFC ... its those pure cheese and its fucking smelly like people vomit OMG thinking of it makes me want to puke knn ... and den later got this cb indian family come disturb us doing closing ... we want close shop liao still take own sweet time to eat knn ... duno how be automatic a bit sia make me end so late today and make poor shi hao wait so long for me haha ... anyway shi hao hope u get the job ... thats all tada

2006-09-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm wad should i say ... today last day of sch 3 weeks of holidays feeling more sian instead of happy coz holidays also nth to do de =(... Zzz today school damn lame la ... stupid fire drill exercise ask all gather field and take attandance ... so hot lo den the principal and section head all humji hide in shelter ... knn not fair sia we stand there suffer so long cb drill exercise ... after that dismiss liao when home sleep wasn't feeling well so sms my boss say today cannot work i rest today ... den she say ok but tml must work sianzz... haiz i wan color my hair anybody know where can make cheap cheap de lol ... =.= tats all will update tml bye !

Nobody will understand how i am feeling now ...

2006-09-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

This will be my first post ... hah anyway thanks to shah for helping me make my blog so beautiful lol ... hmm was late for work today damn lucky it was just 10mins lol ... Just started work and there is two disgusting fat couples ordering and guess what they were doing at the same time ... and i was like oh man the guy was like hugging her from the back real gross scene even my boss says so after they left ... and they keep acting cute oh gosh ! and they damn greedy order 2 hotdog buns liao den after that say want add order for another hot dog bacon i was like =.='' ... no wonder so fat lol ... after that got this kuku primary school student come ... think she only primary 1 but very cute ... she too short cannot put tomato sauce on her bun so she asked me " kor kor help me put sauce " ... haha i was liked "oh ok" ... den after that she left .. den slacked all the way till closing ... hate doing closing wash this wash that ... Zzz sian tml last day school den holiday liao ... tml must hand in so many things sucks man ... gtg rush my stuff will update blog tml ...

If time could be turned back , would the future still be the same?
Maybe ...
Maybe i should just accept the fact what gone is gone ...

sianz

2006-09-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

welcome to my new blog =.=