11/29/2007 06:45:00 PM
I’ve given up on giving up slowly
I’m blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate.
This one last pull you mention
It’s my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away.
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me.
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go I promise I’m goin because…
I gotta get out of here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.
I’ve given up on doing this alone now
Guess I failed and I’m ready to shown now
You told me the way and now I’m tryin to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me.
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go I promise I’m goin because…
I gotta get out of here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah)
I gotta get out of here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave.
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out
That might be the death of me.
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go I promise I’m goin because…
I gotta get out of here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape.
I fought you for so long
I should have let you win
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were you
So were you.
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 11/29/2007 06:45:00 PM
11/19/2007 09:08:00 PM
sunday was grandma birthday haha and we went to some kuku hawker center celebrate -.-
cannot blame coz most of my relatives very stingy de dun want go restuarant zzz
but before going there ... i and jun xiang went church in the morning lols
we went to check out the the new church at expo there called FCBC and attended the youth service
wow i was shocked when i entered the church ... damn trendy church sia ! Lols more like going clubbing than going church
there were many seats around , it was dark like in a cinema , there was a stage with spot lights shining around , i was like Omfg is this a church?
haha but this church very happening ... i think we come back next week to know more people here
Soon i left to Bedok to meet up with my parents and relatives haha ^^
Some Pictures we took and isn't snowy still cute as ever ^^ haha except for last picture of some "kuku" LOL
I like this new song by jay zhou because thats how im feeling now
i dun feel im worthy enough for you yet ... though i have changed for the better in many ways
i still far from being the prefect guy and gentleman but im not giving up
still learning and climbing there ... i just want to be the best for you ^^
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 11/19/2007 09:08:00 PM
11/12/2007 09:08:00 PM
Damn this song is damn nice ... i decided this will be my wedding song in the future
i keep repeating this song in my mp3 lol ... and the song video is cute haha =X
Song Title : Your Guardian Angel
Artist : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 11/12/2007 09:08:00 PM
11/07/2007 11:00:00 AM
ahhh i wasted my 3 days leave due to a stupid eye infection =x
today my last day leave yet didn't go out at all for 3 days
eye was swollen like a fishball lol but now alot better liao
i starting to love zhang feng qi and zai zai more didn't realise they got so many nice songs haha =x
kuku ping guo chalet on 16 Nov should i go ? hmm *scratch my head* haha =)
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 11/07/2007 11:00:00 AM
11/01/2007 03:32:00 PM
Lol i like this song man composed by jay zhou =)
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 11/01/2007 03:32:00 PM
10/27/2007 12:45:00 PM
haix i saw her that day as she walked past me
for that second my heartbeat seemed to stopped , my feet rooted to the ground
i wanted so much to go over and say hi
but i dun have the courage to do so
i just miss her so much ... but all just seemed impossible
im still keeping the hope that one day we might be back together
And this song has all the feelings i wanted to say to you
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 10/27/2007 12:45:00 PM
10/17/2007 01:04:00 AM
ahhh i was really shocked on sunday
i was eating dinner as usual watching tv
i heard alot noise coming from the clubhouse opposite my house
there was a huge family celebrating someone's birthday
i spotted someone among the crowd who seemed very familiar to me
but in the end i heck care continue watching tv
suddenly my hp ring and i recieved an sms from Kesleen
she asked whether i was at army because she at my house clubhouse and seemed to have seen me from my window
ahhhh it was so paiseh lah ... i was wearing shorts , my hair was untidy and i was lying on the bed
this kuku kesleen keep teasing me ahhhh ... i know very unglam sight lol ! im a pig at home !
I quickly dressed up and i brought my cute little snowy along too he was hyper active lol licking non stop =X
we sat down and chit chat waiting for her parents to leave after her cousin birthday
haha kuku if u want visit mr active can come down anytime ... anyway i think he likes u lol keep licking -.-
Danson new singer , great nice song ... and kuku kelly i dun look like him ... i look like teppei okie haha =P
LAMPARD; 8 foreva`` 10/17/2007 01:04:00 AM
